Tuesday, December 11, 2007
baobei.
i miss u alot wors.
3mths and 2 day. we break up le.
yday i met ah li while i having lunch.. dunnoe issit gd if i were to hav met u instead?
ltr i gg to watch enchanted. in my mind i was like. if i was w him, life wld be great ba.
ever since our last movie. i din watch any movie le. if i were watching w u, i wld hav ben n jerry ice-crm. i wld hav had my dinner.
i jus miss u so much. every single ting abt u.
i still hope u can come bk ah. reading e smses u sent in e past. thou is almost similar.
i hope to hear u call me laopo and dear dear again.
i always tell myself. i nv regret being w u be4. u really brighten up and life.
i nv regret anything when u left me. coz i loved u be4 w all i could. treasured u be4.
i always rmb wht i told myself every nite when we're tgt.
knw y i always din let go of ur hand ma. coz i don wan u to leave me.
-yi-
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Zhiyi (*_*)..jUs uS..(*_*)
@ |12/11/2007 08:18:00 PM|
Thursday, October 25, 2007
the day u left me.
my fren told me abt him and his gf........
i begin to feel guilty. am i tt bad to u?
or i jus want contented?
or issit u left jus becoz of another girl?
u knw i suspect she's xue yin. if she is den for YRS u're bk w me, u're still in contact w her lor.
den is like.... sigh~~~~
i jus wanna knw wht happen.
i wan u bk w me....
that's all...
u're e reason for my tears. i hope one day u can come n dry my tears using ur hands. telling me not to cry, for u're w me... will tt day come??
i prayed to God everyday. i believe he'll ans my prayers bah.
-yiyi-
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Zhiyi (*_*)..jUs uS..(*_*)
@ |10/25/2007 12:21:00 AM|
Friday, October 05, 2007
baobei...
how hav u been le. for almost a mth... u left me...
yday nites i cried for an hr wors. hais.
love is jus so horrible. i miss u~
frm e moment u came int o my life 5yrs ago... i ren ding u le.but u still left me...when u came bk aft yin. u said nv to let me go again... u said will love me 4ever..pack of lies. T_T
hais...i go do my work le...sad...
take care baobei gong.
i
miss calling u gong...
-dear dear-
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Zhiyi (*_*)..jUs uS..(*_*)
@ |10/05/2007 09:47:00 AM|
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
baobei. is so hurting.
i went up to ur hse with no intentions jus wanna send u some mooncakes.but aft 15mins, i walked away crying...
hais...
tis morning. u sounds as if i owe u that.i got e sudden urge not to giv u.is not wht i owe u. don take it like is me k.i begin to hate u....
pls say nicely can?u're flipping old scores w me...
useless...
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Zhiyi (*_*)..jUs uS..(*_*)
@ |9/26/2007 05:26:00 PM|
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
10th day le baobei...
hais.. i wonder hw's ya 1st day of work?
y did u giv up on ur dream? policeman.... i still admires dem... u said u don wan me to c u in uniform only twice a yr...
y yday i msged u but u din reply. thou it was jus a mass forward sms.... do u knw tt sms make me so moodless... pek cek bahs...
why my mama tell me everyday don sad le.
why my jie wake up everynite be4 i slp and i cried, she kick my leg, and say slp la, don cry le....
i hate it leh..
u said aft graduation we talk abt marriage. i'm waiting. i still cant wait e day u attend my graduation cermony lor. HAIS.
so emo..... u said u're tired. y r u so?
don be last time u w yin, and came bk to me. coz i nv knw wht else to do. besides doing nth and cry every nite.
mich had alr let clar go le. indeed e longer tings get like no life. everyting ting we do seems to be like a routine..
i tot smth were right. fate brought us tgt. is e decision u made tt leave me. is not fate tt brought us apart. tt's e pt u'll nv get it right bahs. and left so sudden......
T_T
tis blog seems jus for me to type wht i wanna say to u... but i knew u wld nv visit tis page ever again...
ur pix is still my wallet, ur sms is still in my hp. pix still in rm. jamie still on my bed. i still hav everyting tt belongs to us....
e necklace, e ring, e 2 watches....
one of e watch was dead, no more batt. tt day i goes off i knew smth was bad.
coz belief is, if u and his photoframe broke, den tt's e end. or e chain he buy for u snap means e end too... =(
Zhiyi.
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Zhiyi (*_*)..jUs uS..(*_*)
@ |9/19/2007 03:11:00 PM|
Monday, September 17, 2007
yday nite i dreamt u came bk to me.
before me was tt gal. u let go of her hand and come to me.
hw i wish tt's real. u leave her for me.
but i knw tt's impossible. there's so much ting i plan to do w u. w u ard some tings can only be done w u.
i hate when is nite time. coz i'll tear alone.
and i hate it.
i hate imaging u w her.
boos to zhiyi.
pls kindly be free n sms me k.
i miss u lots. love u even more.
-yi-
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Zhiyi (*_*)..jUs uS..(*_*)
@ |9/17/2007 01:31:00 AM|
Thursday, September 13, 2007
my baobei left me. on 090907.
i've promised him nv to fan him again...
whenever i see those sms. i begin to feel so emo le.
i hope u'll find happiness. thou i wish u cld be bk w me now.
i'm so dependent on u. and habits are so difficult to kick away..... nite, i still sms u but is in drafts.
hw sad can life be...
or rather u are e 1st guy to heart me so deep....
i still love you. i still hope u can be bk w me... ill wait. coz true love awaits...
-yiyi-
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Zhiyi (*_*)..jUs uS..(*_*)
@ |9/13/2007 02:47:00 AM|